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These Vicious Delights

Mooncakes by Suzanne Walker and Wendy Xu

I received a free e-copy of this graphic novel in exchange for an honest review.

Note: this is NOT an enemies-to-lovers book, so my format is a little different

Possible tags for this graphic novel:
  • Childhood friends to lovers
  • Fluff
  • Queer romance
  • Modern witches

I saw so much praise for this graphic novel so I requested it myself. But after reading it, I'd only rate it 3/5 stars. 

What I loved

THE WORLDBUILDING

The worldbuilding is the best part of this graphic novel. It's so fascinating and unique, and I honestly wanted to learn more. I mean... modern day witches who own a magical store? Werewolves and demons? A man with a pigeon-head and cheerful ghosts that visit their daughter? Spells and magical gemstones? Not to mention how beautifully illustrated all of this is... I fell in love with the universe immediately!

THE ART

Wendy Xu's art style is so lovely! It's so adorable, colorful, and cheerful. I love her attention to details. I'd zoom in on various panels just to see all the little bits she added. And Nova's outfits are very cute, which I appreciate.

THE FRIENDSHIPS AND FAMILY RELATIONSHIPS


The authors themselves stated they wanted to write characters with a good support system and they managed that successfully. Nova and her grandparents have such a sweet relationship, and her parents are loving even if they're a little critical. Her entire extended family comes to visit during a festival and they're fond of Tam as well. Nova's best friend Tatiana is also a spot of sunshine! And even if Tam's family isn't great, she finds a new family with Nova instead. The relationships are very warm-hearted and sincere.

What I didn't like

LACK OF CONFLICT

I know this graphic novel is supposed to be lighthearted and sweet, but every story still needs a proper conflict. The only real conflict was between our protagonists (Tam and Nova) and the villain who's been spreading demons around. Even so, it was only hinted at the start, and was only continued about halfway through. The middle chapters were mainly about the romance and the worldbuilding. The villain felt quite cartoonish and I didn't understand why they were acting in the first place. Furthermore, from the moment the villain was introduced, she was already suspicious and sneaky. It was so obviously a "plot twist".

Plus, I never felt like there were real stakes until page 177 of the graphic novel. Before then, I was never afraid for the characters or the universe. Was anything significantly bad going to happen to them? What are the consequences of them failing? These were never directly addressed or treated seriously enough early on.

By page 178, something dangerous happens to Tam, so I wanted to read on and see what would happen next. But it shouldn't have taken close to 200 pages for this.

LACK OF RELATIONSHIP DEVELOPMENT

Tam and Nova are childhood friends who were separated for the longest time. After Nova discovers Tam in the woods post-transformation, they reunite, and the two quickly fall in love. Nova says she loved Tam ever since they were kids, but we don't have much context. It felt very insta-love to me, which I'm not a fan of. I prefer seeing a relationship progress rather than have the two characters automatically profess their love and kiss. All the other characters were also pointing out how much they mooned over each other, which was cute and hilarious, but like I said, I couldn't be invested. I wish the authors spent more time developing Tam and Nova's friendship before they confessed to each other. Or maybe provide more flashbacks so we know what we're working with. That way, their romance would seem more realistic and rewarding and not something that was just stated.

BONUS POINTS

Readers have been praising this graphic novel for its diversity and they're right. It's worth complimenting! Tam and Nova are both biracial Chinese-Americans. Nova is bisexual. Tam is non-binary. All of Nova's friends and family are supportive of their relationship. Nova wears a hearing aid but her deafness is never considered a weakness. And their diverse characteristics are never considered a plot point; they're just there, existing, as real life people do. It's normalized, which is great.

Other than that... I actually question the YA rating. I think this should've been a Middle Grade graphic novel instead. The protagonists are teenagers, yes, but the style seemed more suitable for a younger audience. Sure, a character says "sex" once and there are evil demons and cults, but it's nothing too frightening for children. The main couple never goes past kissing. All violence is cartoonish and non-gory. There's no strong language. Even the whimsical fantasy-adventure vibe gave it a younger feel.

TL;DR It's a very quick, lighthearted read. If you want good representation and a light fantasy for younger readers, then it's for you. But personally it was not for me.
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The Duchess Deal (Girl Meets Duke #1) by Tessa Dare (2017)

This is my first historical romance novel... and I am in love!

This historical Beauty and the Beast retelling features a marriage of convenience, witty humor, and more smut scenes than I can count...

Quick Categories

Steamy Hatefuck Scale: 4/5

  • Okay, so this is complicated. At first they start very awkwardly... Ash is afraid to hurt Emma and assumes that she's disgusted by him (when in reality, she's very attracted to him). But eventually they realize they both love it and have sex pretty much... everywhere... There's a lot of smut in here. And these idiots (Ash is the main idiot) always do it with the assumption that this is just business and their feelings are nonexistent. Pshaw.
Secret Softness Scale: 5/5

  • Emma helps Ash realize that the heart matters more than looks. Ash becomes a better man once he realizes that Emma deserves better from him. And he gets (hilarious) revenge for her sake. These two refuse to admit that they're in love... but they are totally in love. Actions speak louder than words ;)

Laugh Out Loud Scale: 5/5
  • Ashbury has a hobby of going out into town at night, pretending to be a monster, and beating up bad guys. He ends up with a boy sidekick who refuses to leave him alone. When the newspapers go wild, making up the weirdest rumors about him, he actively encourages it. ASH IS THE BIGGEST DRAMA QUEEN ON EARTH. He's worse than the Phantom. And he's an idiot too, because all that drama gets him arrested (though of course he's bailed out). I love him, the moron.


Tropes you'll find in THE DUCHESS DEAL:
  • Marriage of convenience
  • Bridal carry. In public.
  • Bedsharing (both innocent and not so innocent)
  • Idiots to lovers or I cannot believe these two still think their feelings are one-sided
  • Ash's Angst
  • Beauty and the Beast retelling
  • Smut on every piece of furniture in the house
  • Evil, broody man hides a secret soft side
  • Strong heroine cares for her friends and gets Ash's head out of his ass
  • Everyone Ships It. All the servants ship it.
So it is basically a Reylo fic.

On to the actual review...

Here is the summary on Goodreads:
Since his return from war, the Duke of Ashbury’s to-do list has been short and anything but sweet: brooding, glowering, menacing London ne’er-do-wells by night. Now there’s a new item on the list. He needs an heir—which means he needs a wife. When Emma Gladstone, a vicar’s daughter turned seamstress, appears in his library wearing a wedding gown, he decides on the spot that she’ll do.
His terms are simple:- They will be husband and wife by night only.- No lights, no kissing. - No questions about his battle scars.- Last, and most importantly… Once she’s pregnant with his heir, they need never share a bed again.
But Emma is no pushover. She has a few rules of her own:- They will have dinner together every evening.- With conversation.- And unlimited teasing.- Last, and most importantly… Once she’s seen the man beneath the scars, he can’t stop her from falling in love…

My reviews have been getting way too long recently so I'm going to be snappy about what makes this book special.

1. It's funny.

Ash has a very dry sense of humor. Not to mention his and Emma's stupid antics as idiots-to-truly-lovers. I chuckled out loud while reading this. 

2. It's sweet

Highlight reel: Emma swoons in the rain. Ash bridal carries her to the nearest inn IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY, demands a room, and takes care of her for the rest of the evening. And of course they have to strip down and sleep together naked. For warmth. Ehem.

Ash is a self-absorbed idiot most of the time (he's so bothered by his monstrous appearance that he refuses to socialize, refuses to go outside in daylight, and refuses to be kind. Or at least, he'll huff and puff and brood while he secretly cares.

3. Emma has amazing female friendships

Emma accepts Ash's offer to be his wife because she just wants to help out another friend. And when she can't fit in with the other noble wives, a group of other outcast women take her in and instantly befriend her. They're so quirky and sweet! Emma's friends, in fact, are the protagonists of the other books in this Girl Meets Duke series.

4. They start out bickering... but they fall in love pretty quick. It's insta-love, not so believable, but it's still fun to read.

I mean, they get married for the sake of bearing children. So of course the smut starts very early. And soon they're screwing like rabbits. I'm personally a slow burn type, so this is just a personal preference. Even if it was more instant than I like, it was still sweet, adorable, and fun to read! Unlike other insta-love types that seem too forced, they at least have sizzling chemistry. 

TL;DR Read it if even if you aren't a category romance fan. If you like fanfic then you'll understand the appeal. It's a very quick, lighthearted, steamy novel. 5/5 stars just for the Ash-moonlights-as-a-monstrous-superhero subplot lmao

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I received a free e-copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. As it is an indie, the author has full control over the work. She's stated that she will take ARC feedback into consideration.
A Violet Fire by Kelsey Quick (To be released on 9 Dec 2019)
In the Vampire Stratocracy of Cain, human blood is scarce. For centuries, councils have sought to assuage the blood shortage by enslaving and breeding humans, turning them into profitable supply units for the rich and the abled. 
Today, eighteen-year-old Wavorly Sterling is officially a supply unit, bound to serve her blood willingly to her master for the rest of her life. One of only few humans that was not bred in Cain, Wavorly knows freedom better than anyone, and she is determined to escape the clutches of her oppressors, even if by the hands of death. 
But surprises lay beyond every certainty, and within every doubt. Where Wavorly's hatred for both vampires and her enslavement once flowed free as blood, it merely trickles as she grows to admire her reserved, yet receptive master and savior, Anton Zein. 
Although warmed by comforts never felt before, danger still lurks in the castle, and a prophecy calls from beyond the walls of a lavender gate—concealing the horrific secrets lodged between handsome smirks and cinereous eyes. It will take everything within Wavorly to face her fears and her doubts; to harness the truth of her past despite what that means for her future. The only question is, will she? 
Set in a richly detailed world of fantasy, A Violet Fire is a gripping journey filled with passion, betrayal, lies, and the encouragement we all need to take a stand for our freedom—no matter the cost.


As this is an ARC, I'm dividing my review into two parts. Skip to "Enemies to Lovers Deliciousness" if you just want the usual format. The general review may contain spoilers, while the quick categories do not.

General review

I requested this ARC because the premise intrigued me. I never got tired of the vampire trend and the synopsis promised a hate-to-love romance. That's all you need to get my attention, really. Plus, it was compared to The Cruel Prince so I was doubly encouraged.

(Confession: I didn't finish reading TCP. But that's for another time. I understand perfectly why A Violet Fire was comped to it)

Let me say though that the prose is beautiful and the concept is promising. The author just stumbled with the execution. There are some scenes that captivated me entirely... while others left me skipping forward. I'd rate this 3.5/5 stars for that inconsistency. I have so many mixed feelings.

WORLDBUILDING

I LOVED the worldbuilding. It's very original, and the author even included the universe's history and politics at play. Plus, you know that the novel only takes place in a small part of the world--and that's why Wavorly is itching to escape to a better, freer country. I'm very interested in learning more about the places outside Cain.

I also want to reiterate that the prose is beautiful. The author offers lavish descriptions of places, clothing, and characters. I could imagine it all perfectly in my head. At one point, I just kept reading on because of her prose.

RELATIONSHIPS

Wavorly and Zein's romance hooked me in because I am a sucker for the hate-to-love trope. Wavorly is the only human who hasn't been brainwashed to worship Zein, so he's fascinated by her. (Also, she's the last human with red hair and green eyes, so she's "genetically important") Even if she pisses him off, and she does that a lot, he admits it's refreshing. Nobody else dares to argue with him, so his immortal life is really boring.

Meanwhile, Zein is very hot and cold. His attempts to punish Wavorly are just for show, really, and he never means to hurt her seriously (no matter how many evil threats he makes). He makes sure she's comfortable, cares for her, and respects her boundaries. He even guarantees her and her friends' safety (albeit on his own terms). So Zein learns to be more compassionate towards her.

Honestly, I was clutching my e-reader to my face whenever they shared a scene. I was so into their dark, flirty, half-hate-half-love banter. And when he bites her... oof.

BUT Wavorly's opinion of Zein is inconsistent. Once they get to know each other more, she hates him one moment, and then loves him the next, and then remembers that she hates him... I understand what the author was doing; Waverly is conflicted since she's hated vampires all her life. But sometimes it just gave me whiplash. I wish we were more gently eased into her romantic struggles.

EXCESSIVE INFO-DUMPS

The worldbuilding is fascinating and complex, I give it that! But I think there was too much info-dumping in this novel. I prefer discovering the world through its plot rather than having it directly explained by the characters. The constant exposition was present throughout the novel... it was happening even near the end. I know it's done for our benefit, but I think constant info-dumping just makes the world feel cold and impersonal.

And yet, when there wasn't an info-dump, when there were hints of a plot twist... it felt predictable. I think it's because the author revealed the details at awkward times. Rather than seeming organic (if they were mentioned from the start), they seemed too much like conspicuous plot devices. Yes, she suddenly starts getting flashbacks about her dead best friend. The moment she name-dropped him, I knew he was alive and coming for her.

PACING

A Violet Fire starts off really great. We're thrown into the action with some minor backstory, Wavorly is really driving her own destiny, and it's easy to root for her. Even after she and her friends are transferred to Zein's castle, there's enough drama to keep you reading. There's her relationship with Zein, her blooming friendships (and enemy-ships) with the other girls, and the mystery of that ~violet room which honestly, I did not care for. I'm sorry. It was mysterious, yes, but I didn't know why we should care for it other than oh it's only visible to Wavorly and it reveals her past and there's a secret prophecy...

I think the novel waffles a bit at this midpoint. Once Wavorly reluctantly falls for Zein (and after he threatens the safety of her friends) she has no more reason to escape. She goes from an active protagonist to a very passive one, only reacting to the events and characters around her. Like, I get that she had no choice, but this lack of drive (aside from wanting to examine the violet room which, like I said, I didn't care for) made the novel seem so slow. I think I devoured close to a hundred pages in one day, and then after that, it became an effort to read too many pages at once.

Near the end, there's a Chosen One plot twist that I didn't personally enjoy (though that's only because I am personally not into the Chosen One trope). It made a lot of sense, and it put everything in the story into perspective... but I was disappointed. I expected A Violet Fire to be much more unique (considering its worldbuilding). The fact that the Chosen One trope was only revealed at the last... 80% or so of the novel is also the issue, I think. Maybe it's my fault; I was expecting this novel to subvert all the usual vampire fantasy tropes. But it didn't.

BONUS: Other Reviewers' Issues

I've read other reviews and I noticed that other readers think Wavorly slut shames the other female characters. I disagree. It might seem like it because she's disgusted by their hero worship of the vampires, but Wavorly understands that they were brainwashed into it. It isn't their fault. And the things that are their fault (like attacking her out of jealousy) warrants anger, I think. More than anything, Wavorly was angry that the other girls were praising vampires. It had nothing to do with them being men they were attracted to. It's the object of attraction that she hates, not the attraction itself. Remember when her best friend Savvy revealed she was in love with Gemini? Wavorly was supportive because she knew it would make her friend happy.

Wavorly is the only person who doesn't hero worship her captors. I understand why she's so upset and disgusted.

Enemies to Lovers Deliciousness

Quick categories

Steamy hatefuck scale: 4/5

  • The steamy hatefuck is good. God, Wavorly hates Zein with such a burning passion. When Zein gets pissed off, he gets really aggressive. She's still supposed to feed him her blood, so there's a lot of tension when he gets angry enough to bite :) 
Secret softness scale: 4/5

  • Zein really does care for her, even if he's an evil vampire warlord. He gives her special treatment, always makes sure she's okay after a feeding, and saves her time and time again. Wavorly softens up to him once she realizes he's kinder than she thought.

Go female friendships! scale: 5/5
  • I actually really enjoyed Wavorly's friendship with Savvy. That girl is precious, and it's sweet how Wavorly sacrifices a lot just to save her best friend. Even if they fight, they don't stay enemies for long. And even if they're jealous of each other at times, it doesn't break their friendship, and they always make-up.
TL;DR I have mixed feelings about this novel. If you're a fan of vampire romances and traditional fantasy tropes, then I recommend it. But if you're looking for something new and subversive, then maybe skip it.
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Wow, two blog posts in one week! I initially scheduled the book review to go this week but... I also really wanted to do this post... anyway.
Friday Favorites is hosted by Something of the Book. Learn more about it here

Favorite Books That Define You


This is going to be predictable. I'm sorry in advance :)) Here are my favorite books that define me and why... with a bulleted list.

1. CRIMSON BOUND by Rosamund Hodge

  • Historical Little Red Riding Hood retelling that's evocative of Bloodborne? Okay, I'm intrigued.
  • Angry, vengeful female protagonist. I am already in love.
  • Dark flirty prince turns out to be a sexy demon? I'm going to marry this book.
  • Lovecraftian horror of a Big Bad monster? I'M PROPOSING ON MY KNEES
  • Heartbreaking hate-to-love romance? ANGST? I'm whipped.
Everyone on Twitter already knows I love this book because I've been screaming about it for months on end.

2. THE SECRET HISTORY by Donna Tartt

  • Pretentious liberal arts college students? Yes please. I was also a pretentious liberal arts college student so I take great pleasure in it... both played straight and as a satire. 
  • "A morbid longing for the picturesque at all costs."
  • Richard not fitting in at his hometown and realizing he's not meant for that life
  • The desperation for friendship and The Aesthetic
  • Fascinating, heavily flawed characters
  • Just... college students doing dumb things. As I've re-read this novel at various points in my life, my opinion of it has changed each time. I love that flexibility.

3. STRANGE WEATHER IN TOKYO by Hiromi Kawakami

  • Lonely characters fall into a quirky, awkward romance
  • Atmospheric, episodic writing
  • Themes that are characteristic of Japanese literature
  • An ending that just punches you in the face with its grief
I'm a masochist, I guess. I cried my eyes out after reading this.

4. AFTER DARK by Haruki Murakami

  • Late night city life. I'm a city girl and I love this.
  • Isolated, lonely characters.
  • Mysterious, atmospheric vibe
  • Just the hint of a romance... making me want more.

5. SORCERY OF THORNS by Margaret Rogerson

  • A protagonist who LOVES books and can't live without them
  • Snarky love interest who hides his softness behind a prickly exterior
  • Lovable demon sidekick
  • Gorgeously sweet slow burn
  • Beautiful, beautiful prose
  • Redemption and finding your place in the world
Sorcery of Thorns is an ode to anyone who loves books, ergo it's one of my favorites. 

So in summary, I am defined by
  • Lonely, isolated characters
  • Angry girls
  • Byronic heroes (give me your dark princes, your sexy demons, and handsome villains)
  • Slow burn romances
  • Books that give you an existential crisis
Yeah, sounds like me.

How about you? Any similarities? What books define you?
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From Lukov, With Love by Mariana Zapata (2018)

THIS SLOW-BURN ENEMIES TO LOVERS ROMANCE NOVEL IS BASICALLY AN ICE SKATING AU REYLO FANFIC. I SAID WHAT I SAID.

AND IT'S JUST AS AMAZING AS YOU CAN IMAGINE

Quick categories

Steamy hatefuck scale: 5/5
  • Jasmine and Ivan cannot stand in the same room without insulting each other. Their dynamic is legendary—one notorious video in-universe features Jasmine telling Ivan to suck her dick at a competition. She calls him Satan. He calls her Meatball. They are absolute children, and if it wasn't for their coach, they'd be at each other's throats 24/7. This. Is. Real. Enemies to lovers in a contemporary setting. And it's so funny! [Bonus: when Jasmine rants to her family about how much she hates Ivan... they're confused because they thought all the fighting was just flirting and they thought she used to have a crush on him. MAMA KNOWS BEST. WE ENEMIES TO LOVERS FANS ARE IN THE KNOW]

Secret softness scale: 5/5
  • When they actually learn to be friends, these two are so incredibly soft. It's also doubly heartwarming because Jasmine is usually a prickly bitch and Ivan is usually an arrogant asshole. But they become the best of friends and quickly learn to care for each other. Highlight reel: Ivan comforting Jasmine with hugs when she breaks down crying, Ivan kissing her nose on national television, and Jasmine crawling into Ivan's bed while vodka-drunk. Yes, they cuddled all night.

I actually gave a shit about other things scale: 5/5
  • Listen. I read this book expecting to just squee over the adorable, lighthearted romance. I did not expect the overwhelmingly painful barrage of feelings. Jasmine, the protagonist, had so many struggles that were just so vividly, personally relatable to me that I cried. Twice. And the crying had nothing to do with her romance with Ivan but everything to do with her as a person: about her career, her family relationships, her own struggles with self-worth. This was so much more than just a romance novel. 5/5 stars for how beautifully realized Jasmine's character is.
PERFECT SCORE FOR EVERY CATEGORY! WE HAVE A WINNER!

For fans of Broody Hero X and Ferocious Heroine Y:
Jasmine is strong, stubborn, and takes no shit from anyone. She's a loner who loves her family to bits. This may be a stretch... but she reminds me of Blue from The Raven Boys. Except that Jasmine is more likely to punch you in the face.

Ivan is arrogant, self-assured, and a bit of a dick... but he hides a soft side. I think I just described every romance novel man ever lmao but he reminds me of Nathaniel from Sorcery of Thorns.

On to the actual review...

Here is the blurb from Goodreads:
If someone were to ask Jasmine Santos to describe the last few years of her life with a single word, it would definitely be a four-letter one.
After seventeen years—and countless broken bones and broken promises—she knows her window to compete in figure skating is coming to a close.
But when the offer of a lifetime comes in from an arrogant idiot she’s spent the last decade dreaming about pushing in the way of a moving bus, Jasmine might have to reconsider everything.
Including Ivan Lukov.
And now, let me gush about this book for the entirety of the blog post.

CHARACTERS

"My mom said I had serious trust issues, but honestly, the more people I met, the more I didn't want to meet more."

Jasmine is strong. Most people think she's a bitch because she's opinionated, she swears a lot, and she doesn't care about what other people think. She's bad at dealing with other human beings. She threatens children who bully other kids. She's also fiercely ambitious and hardworking. Ever since she became an adult, her ice skating career basically went to shit... and yet she never gives up. She's got that insane, incredible drive that anyone who has true passion can relate to... including the harsh insecurity that maybe she isn't as good as she was anymore.


"You don't get to become good at anything without sacrificing something to make time."

Ivan is perfect and he knows it. He's rich, good-looking, and probably the best male figure skater on Earth. He's a dog dad, a rabbit dad, and a pig dad. He seems like he's got everything in life... except that he's so obsessed with figure skating that he pretty much has no other life. No friends, no girlfriend, no hobbies. But no, that isn't entirely a bad thing. It's not bad because figure skating is their dream and their families understand that. It's important to them so it matters. And thanks to Jasmine, he starts caring about something other than his career and his pets.

Ivan is also the one person that helps Jasmine realize just how amazing she is, just how hardworking she is, and how she deserves much more. He's the best romance novel boyfriend—he takes care of Jasmine, doesn't take her shit, helps her grow, and grows along with her. 


RELATIONSHIPS

Jasmine and Ivan have incredible chemistry. Their banter is so fun to read, and I already adored their blooming frenemy-ship from the beginning. And if that isn't enough to convince you, Zapata included several tropes that will appeal to any romance lover's heart:

1. Hate to love and snarky banter
2. Fake dating (no fake make-outs, but there is shameless flirting)
3. Friends to lovers
4. Sick fic!! (at one point Jasmine gets sick and Ivan takes care of her like the sweetest man ever)
5. Bed sharing
6. Babysitting together (and realizing that they'd make good parents)
7. Slow burn
8. Idiots in love (or: Ivan kisses Jasmine and she's still convinced that he meant it platonically and that her love for him is one-sided, seriously, girl)
9. Meeting the parents (they meet each other's families)
10. Hurt/comfort 

And many, many more. These two have known each other since they were teenagers, although they spent most of their time hating each other. (The first thing Jasmine ever told Ivan was that his costume was ugly, and he never let it go) Even if you aren't an enemies to lovers fan, you'll appreciate the realistic progression of their relationship.

Also, Jasmine's relationships with her family are so, so heartwarming and brilliant. They love her so much. There's a subplot about her terrible dad... and even he eventually redeems herself. Even her familial relationships are well-developed.

PLOT AND PACING

The novel takes place over the span of one year—Jasmine and Ivan's partnership for the season. It's very episodic and character-centric. I wasn't joking when I said it feels like a fanfic. Their goal is to win the skating competitions (they're both highly ambitious), and much of the novel chronicles their practices together, but it doesn't discuss the actual competitions unless there's a significant relationship development to it. So if you're looking for sports drama or in-depth ice skating stuff, this isn't the novel for you. I have to admit that even if I know little to nothing about ice skating, I still highly enjoyed it!

My only main complaint is one that I've seen mirrored on Goodreads. Jasmine's voice is incredible, but it does get dragging. She spends too much time inside her own head (something her coach has even commented on). So much of the novel consists of monologues upon monologues. So I skipped over a lot of narration and thinking. But otherwise, it's fantastic! The relationship segments make up for it ;)

Also, that smut scene at the end... <3

It's hot but it also made me laugh.

BONUS: PERSONAL IMPACT

When I said I cried twice I wasn't joking. Jasmine has to face some serious internal struggles... and they hit me straight, bulls-eye, even if I'm not a figure skater. I'll just list them down quickly, and if you relate to these... well... please read this novel. It really makes you think.

Themes that hit me hard and made me bawl:
1. Loving your passion above everything else and sacrificing your life for it... only to "fail" and not be as good as others in your field.
2. Working so hard that you end up neglecting your family, friends, and personal relationships. Isolating yourself because of an obsessive need for perfection.
3. Having your parents (accidentally or on purpose) belittling your life goals and passions, assuming that this creative output is just a hobby and that you should get a "real" job.
4. Fearing that you've wasted everything—your life, your youth, your friends' and family's support—on something that you aren't even good at.
5. Being good but not good enough. Becoming nothing but wasted potential.

Ouch, right? I sobbed along with Jasmine. And it made me realize so many things about myself that I never even thought about before. Thank you, Zapata.

TL;DR If you are an enemies to lovers fan, read this book right now. If you're a twenty-something struggling with creative goals and self-worth, read this book right now. If you enjoy slow burn romances with characters that grow along with the relationship, then read this book right now. It. Is. Great!!
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