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These Vicious Delights

I already made my sure-buy books of 2020 list, but what's the point of my blog if I don't make an Enemies to Lovers books of 2020 list, right? So here you go. I've done all the digging for you.

Please note this list is incomplete, since it's only January 4 and I haven't seen every book meant to be released this year. It's also arranged according to publication date.



The Worst Best Man by Mia Sosa: 4 Feb


Genre: Adult contemporary romance // Goodreads link

A wedding planner left at the altar. Yeah, the irony isn’t lost on Carolina Santos, either. But despite that embarrassing blip from her past, Lina’s managed to make other people’s dreams come true as a top-tier wedding coordinator in DC. After impressing an influential guest, she’s offered an opportunity that could change her life. There’s just one hitch… she has to collaborate with the best (make that worst) man from her own failed nuptials.

Tired of living in his older brother’s shadow, marketing expert Max Hartley is determined to make his mark with a coveted hotel client looking to expand its brand. Then he learns he’ll be working with his brother’s whip-smart, stunning—absolutely off-limits—ex-fiancée. And she loathes him.

If they can survive the next few weeks and nail their presentation without killing each other, they’ll both come out ahead. Except Max has been public enemy number one ever since he encouraged his brother to jilt the bride, and Lina’s ready to dish out a little payback of her own.

But even the best laid plans can go awry, and soon Lina and Max discover animosity may not be the only emotion creating sparks between them. Still, this star-crossed couple can never be more than temporary playmates because Lina isn’t interested in falling in love and Max refuses to play runner-up to his brother ever again...

Of Curses and Kisses by Sandhya Menon: 18 Feb


Genre: YA contemporary, Beauty and the Beast retelling // Goodreads link

Will the princess save the beast?

For Princess Jaya Rao, nothing is more important than family. When the loathsome Emerson clan steps up their centuries-old feud to target Jaya’s little sister, nothing will keep Jaya from exacting her revenge. Then Jaya finds out she’ll be attending the same elite boarding school as Grey Emerson, and it feels like the opportunity of a lifetime. She knows what she must do: Make Grey fall in love with her and break his heart. But much to Jaya’s annoyance, Grey’s brooding demeanor and lupine blue eyes have drawn her in. There’s simply no way she and her sworn enemy could find their fairy-tale ending…right?

His Lordship Grey Emerson is a misanthrope. Thanks to an ancient curse by a Rao matriarch, Grey knows he’s doomed once he turns eighteen. Sequestered away in the mountains at St. Rosetta’s International Academy, he’s lived an isolated existence—until Jaya Rao bursts into his life, but he can't shake the feeling that she’s hiding something. Something that might just have to do with the rose-shaped ruby pendant around her neck…

As the stars conspire to keep them apart, Jaya and Grey grapple with questions of love, loyalty, and whether it’s possible to write your own happy ending.



The Shadows Between Us by Tricia Levenseller: 25 Feb


Genre: YA fantasy // Goodreads link

Alessandra is tired of being overlooked, but she has a plan to gain power:

1) Woo the Shadow King.
2) Marry him.
3) Kill him and take his kingdom for herself.

No one knows the extent of the freshly crowned Shadow King’s power. Some say he can command the shadows that swirl around him to do his bidding. Others say they speak to him, whispering the thoughts of his enemies. Regardless, Alessandra knows what she deserves, and she’s going to do everything within her power to get it.

But Alessandra’s not the only one trying to kill the king. As attempts on his life are made, she finds herself trying to keep him alive long enough for him to make her his queen—all while struggling not to lose her heart. After all, who better for a Shadow King than a cunning, villainous queen?


Bonds of Brass by Emily Skrutskie: 7 Apr


Genre: YA sci-fi // Goodreads link

A young pilot risks everything to save his best friend--the man he trusts most and might even love--only to learn that he's secretly the heir to a brutal galactic empire.

Ettian Nassun's life was shattered when the merciless Umber Empire invaded. He's spent seven years putting himself back together under its rule, joining an Umber military academy and becoming the best pilot in his class. Even better, he's met Gal Veres--his exasperating and infuriatingly enticing roommate who's made the Academy feel like a new home.

But when dozens of classmates spring an assassination plot on Gal, a devastating secret comes to light: Gal is the heir to the Umber Empire. Ettian barely manages to save his best friend and flee the compromised Academy unscathed, rattled both that Gal stands to inherit the empire that broke him and that there are still people willing to fight back against Umber rule. As they piece together a way to deliver Gal safely to his throne, Ettian finds himself torn in half by an impossible choice. Does he save the man who's won his heart and trust that Gal's goodness could transform the empire? Or does he throw his lot in with the brewing rebellion and fight to take back what's rightfully theirs?


You Deserve Each Other by Sarah Hogle: 7 Apr


Genre: Adult contemporary romance // Goodreads link

Naomi Westfield has the perfect fiancé: Nicholas Rose holds doors open for her, remembers her restaurant orders, and comes from the kind of upstanding society family any bride would love to be a part of. They never fight. They're preparing for their lavish wedding that's three months away. And she is miserably and utterly sick of him.

Naomi wants out, but there's a catch: whoever ends the engagement will have to foot the nonrefundable wedding bill. When Naomi discovers that Nicholas, too, has been feigning contentment, the two of them go head-to-head in a battle of pranks, sabotage, and all-out emotional warfare.

But with the countdown looming to the wedding that may or may not come to pass, Naomi finds her resolve slipping. Because now that they have nothing to lose, they're finally being themselves--and having fun with the last person they expect: each other.
 


We Free the Stars by Hafsah Faizal: 12 May


Genre: YA fantasy // Goodreads link

We Free the Stars is the sequel to We Hunt the Flame. As the conclusion to this epic duology, I have high hopes!

Zafira is the Hunter, braving the cursed forest of the Arz to feed her people. Nasir is the Prince of Death, assassinating those who defy his autocratic father, the sultan. She must hide her identity. He mustn’t display compassion. But when both embark on a quest to uncover a lost magic artifact, Zafira and Nasir encounter an ancient evil long thought destroyed—and discover that the prize they seek may be even more dangerous than any of their enemies. In We Free the Stars, Zafira and Nasir must conquer the darkness around—and inside of—them.


Kingdom of the Wicked by Kerri Maniscalco: no release date yet

Genre: YA fantasy // Goodreads link

Set in 19th century Italy, this YA fantasy follows a witch seeking answers in the murder of her beloved sister, and the demon prince who is tasked with finding a bride for his master.

I'm a big fan of this author's other series, Stalking Jack the Ripper. I'm sure Kingdom of the Wicked will have the same sizzling chemistry, stellar banter, and swoonworthy scenes!


These Violent Delights by Chloe Gong: no release date yet

Genre: YA fantasy // Goodreads link

These Violent Delights, pitched as a Romeo and Juliet retelling by way of The Godfather.

A monster has awakened in 1920s Shanghai, killing off citizens and stirring trouble between two feuding gangs. The rival heirs, Roma Montagov and Juliette Cai, must work together before the monster destroys all they hold dear, even while the Chinese Civil War breaks out around them.


If you follow me on Twitter, then you know I've been clamoring over the lack of gangster fantasy novels. These Violent Delights combines my favorite things: enemies to lovers, a gangster fantasy, the 1920s, and an Asian setting. This is already one half of my personality. I'm. So. Ready.



When Villains Rise by Rebecca Schaeffer: Sept 2020


When Villains Rise is the third book in the Market of Monsters trilogy. The first was Not Even Bones (released 2018). I put this last because a) any description about this book would be a spoiler and b) the series in itself is light on the romance. But there are enemies to lovers vibes, and it is about villain protagonists. So I couldn't not include it ;)

Goodreads link


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If you think this list is short, then I'm just as disappointed as you are. 2019 was THE YEAR for enemies to lovers in YA SFF, and 2020 just pales in comparison. I hope that the rest of the decade won't be like this, though! Fingers crossed for our favorite tropes!

Did I miss anything? What are your most anticipated enemies to lovers releases of 2020?
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Happy New Year, everybody! Welcome to 2020. Hope it will be a good one for us all :) Every year is a good year for books, but this new decade is especially exciting!

As of January 2020, I have definitely decided that I am going to purchase these reads:

Vengeful by VE Schwab (Paperback) - Release: 7 January 2020


I've been holding off reading Vengeful because I want my paperbacks to match lol! And I don't mind too much, because the third Villains novel won't come out until 2023, at the earliest. I'm half excited and half scared to read about Eli and Victor again. I know what happens in this book, and while some of it is epic, some of it will also break my heart.

But that's okay. I'm so ready. Give me more of Eli's backstory. Give me more Victor-Sydney-Mitch family shenanigans. Give me more Evervale!

Red Hood by Elana K. Arnold (Hardback) - Release: 25 Feb 2020


Did you say this is a YA dark, dark fantasy fairytale retelling of Little Red Riding Hood but with a feminist angle? Did you just hit all of my favorite spots? Well, I'm breaking my paperbacks-only rule for this. Elana K. Arnold, please do not disappoint!

I've read reviews for her other novels (although I haven't read them myself). Arnold seems like the type of author who writes very raw, unflinchingly dark stories. Some say her stuff is too mature for YA. That must be code for "I'm going to love it" ;)

The Shadows Between Us by Tricia Levenseller (Hardback) - Release: 25 Feb 2020


Okay, I am really hoping that the paperback edition will also be released in 2020 but just in case it won't... I don't mind breaking my rule lol. It's a Slytherin romance about a girl who plans to seduce a prince, kill him, and then take the throne. It sounds delectable. Obviously I am a fan of enemies to lovers romances but... a villain x villain romance?? Have I died and gone to heaven? So excited!

Descendant of the Crane by Joan He (Paperback) - Release: 1 May 2020


This YA fantasy seems like an Asian Game of Thrones meets Ace Attorney. Our protagonist has to solve her father's murder while navigating court intrigue. I'm super curious! I used to have a whole thriller/murder mystery phase before I got into fantasy, so I'd love to see those two genres combined. Plus, I'm always a fan of Asian novels!

We Free the Stars by Hafsah Faizal (Paperback) - Release: 7 July 2020


I think We Hunt the Flame was one of the best books of 2019. I definitely voted it as Best Debut Novel on Goodreads. I'm actually glad that this series is just a duology, because there's not much left to wrap up and trilogies have a tendency of getting worse the longer they get along. I have faith in Faizal though. And please let Zafira and Nasir be happy together. My sweet grumpy babies. Truly, We Hunt the Flame has one of the best YA fantasy enemies-to-lovers stories of all time.


Blood Heir by Amelie Wen Zhao (Paperback) - Release: Already released


So, this novel might be infamous for its controversy. From the moment I read Zhao's story, I knew that I wanted to support her. Plus, the blurb is downright fascinating and I've heard good reviews on Twitter! It's an Anastasia retelling in a fantasy world. The author, who is Chinese, explores issues like human trafficking from an Asian lens. I also read the first chapter and hyped myself up... I sense this will destroy any reading slumps that come my way next year.

Kingdom of the Wicked by Kerri Maniscalco (???) - Release: ???

I am a huge fan of the Stalking Jack the Ripper series so I'm stoked that Maniscalco has decided to venture into fantasy! This is also an enemies to lovers book starring a witch out for revenge and a demon who needs to find a bride. 


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Well, that's my list... for now. I bet my bookshelves will be overflowing again even before the year ends :)) How about you guys? Are some of these books on your to-read list too? What are your sure buys of 2020?
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I read 74 books in 2019. This is the year I got into YA, fantasy, and started blogging about books. This is also the year I graduated university, got a job, received 5 full manuscript requests (and also 5 rejections on those requests), and moved to a different city. 2019 was full of various highs and lows; it's frankly exhausting. But books are the only thing that haven't let me down just yet :')

Here's my round up of books released in 2019!


Best Book of 2019


I'm convinced that Sorcery of Thorns will become a modern classic. Margaret Rogerson's writing has a timeless brilliance. She reminds me of Dianna Wynne Jones, Tamora Pierce, and all those other OG female fantasy authors. Her books could have been published in 1990, 2019, or 2029... and they'd still be amazingly good.

Best Debut of 2019


We Hunt the Flame offers a familiar fantasy story but does it in such a refreshing way. The characters are unforgettable, the pacing is stellar, and the romance sizzles. I am so excited for the sequel! Faizal's world has captured my heart. This was a 5 star read for me, and I had very little complaints. It's unbelievably good for a debut.

Biggest Disappointment of 2019


I was so excited for Gumiho. Sooo excited. I mean, a YA fantasy set in Korea... written by a Korean?? And it's enemies to lovers? And it has K-drama vibes?? And the female protagonist is a man-eating monster? SIGN ME UP. But I couldn't even get past 20% of this novel. It was a total disaster. I don't even fully blame the author. I just feel like it wasn't ready to be published. It needed more editing. I feel like marketing is to blame for this... but eh. Sorry, Kat Cho.

Best Series Finale of 2019


A Question of Holmes is, no doubt, the best series finale I've read all year. Okay, honestly, I haven't read a lot but... most series have the unfortunate trend of worsening the longer it goes on. It's very rare for me to enjoy a series the entire way through. The Charlotte Holmes series had its ups and downs (the middle wasn't as good as the start or end)... but wow, that ending! It's everything I want in a series finale; it offers closure on the characters' relationships, growth, and emotional traumas. It's a quiet book about healing and looking forward. About putting the pieces back together again. About navigating who you have become and who you want to be. It has that quiet intimacy of fanfic, which is probably also why I adore it. :) Most of all, it gives Charlotte and Jamie the happy ending they deserve.

Worst Series Finale of 2019


If you follow me on Twitter, then you know I'm a huge Renegades fan (and a lover of Marissa Meyer in general). I was SUPER hyped for Supernova, because it promised the big conclusion to all our questions and conflicts: how can Nova finally reconcile her two loyalties, what happens when Adrian's secret identity is finally revealed, and can these two archenemies have a happy ending? Just looking at that cover had me hyped because damn, it looks good. [Also, now I want an AU where Nova becomes the most powerful prodigy of all time. Sis deserves it]

The first half of this novel was the usual fast-paced, un-put-down-able goodness. But two plot twists in the second half just ruined it for me. I felt like one of them contradicted the thematic points of this entire series, and the other one was too easy a resolution. I love the Renegades series because it's about moral grayness, redemption, and power. It's actually a very philosophical series that tells you there are never any easy answers, even when our world is so black and white. So for the last book to fall into that exact same black-and-white trap of morality was the biggest disappointment of them all.

Most Underrated Book of 2019


Publishing is all about the splash. But some of the best books are the quietest. The ones that fall under the radar. This year I actively tried to read more unpopular books, or at least the ones that aren't always being talked about. I wish more people talked about Silver in the Wood. It's a very quiet, magical novella about a supernatural guardian who falls in love with a curious human. The setting is historical, but the m/m romance isn't questioned, and it is super wholesome and sweet. It even melted my little black heart. :')

Best Backlist Book I Read in 2019


I don't know why it took me so long to read Rebecca but... I finally did. And reader, IT WAS AN EXPERIENCE. I sobbed while reading that book. I downright SOBBED. I gasped at the plot twist. And when I finished, I flipped back to the start and began reading once more... That night I dreamt of Manderley again...

Rebecca is a true classic. It might've been published almost a hundred years ago, but it's still relatable and still packs a wild punch. I saw myself in the narrator. I was blown away by the atmosphere. And I wish I could create something as beautifully Gothic as this story.

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Well, those were my biggest reads of 2019! Thanks for looking back on this year with me. What are your top reads of this year?
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This year, I joined the Bookish Secret Tita event hosted by Shealea. It's basically a bookish Secret Santa among Filipino bloggers. And because I have, like, no Filipino bookish friends (lol), I was super stoked to join it!

December was an absolute whirlwind, so I was very pleasantly surprised to receive my gift early. Thank you so much to Ryan, my secret Tito! LOOK AT THIS AMAZING PACKAGE!!


First of all: THE CUTEST MAGNETIC BOOKMARKS ON EARTH

Some really ADORABLE POSTCARDS (if you didn't know, I love to hoard postcards and prints. They spark joy)


And this super witty pack of prints! Quite relatable...


They're all from Papemelroti. I LOVE PAPEMELROTI. My inner tita is wailing.

Also I filmed a whole unboxing video but didn't realize that my phone mic is garbage, so I can't upload it ;___;

Anyway, the star of this show... that made me SCREAM... THE BOOK!


Boneless Mercies by April Genevieve Tucholke.

Here's the summary:
A dark standalone YA fantasy about a band of mercenary girls in search of female glory.
Frey, Ovie, Juniper, and Runa are the Boneless Mercies—girls hired to kill quickly, quietly, and mercifully. But Frey is weary of the death trade and, having been raised on the heroic sagas of her people, dreams of a bigger life.
When she hears of an unstoppable monster ravaging a nearby town, Frey decides this is the Mercies' one chance out. The fame and fortune of bringing down such a beast would ensure a new future for all the Mercies. In fact, her actions may change the story arc of women everywhere.

Sis, you all know this is on-brand! It's been on my to read list for ages. I read the author's previous book and... honestly hated it, but her prose is lovely and atmospheric so I wanted to give her a second chance. Girls and murder... what else do I need...

The package also came with a lovely personal letter from Ryan! He's more of a YA contemporary reader, so we're true opposites. But he did say that he's reading Carry On by Rainbow Rowell, which is a book that I also want to read :))

He's also a huge fan of Adam Silvera, who I haven't read yet (because I don't usually read Contemporary). But now my interest is piqued. Have any of you read Adam Silvera? Are you fans too?

Anyway, I'm so so glad that I joined this Bookish Secret Tita. I definitely want to join again next year. I got sick over the weekend so I have to wait until next week to mail my package but... I hope my pamangkin enjoys it!

Happy holidays, everyone~
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The Wolf of Oren-yaro by KS Villoso. To be released on 18 February 2020.

(Look at this GORGEOUS cover! It shines in sunlight!)

The Wolf of Oren-yaro is remarkable because of its circumstances.

1. It is a Filipino and Southeast Asian-centric fantasy written by a Filipino woman
2. It was originally an indie novel that was then acquired by Orbit Books and published traditionally
3. It wasn't possible even ten years ago, when the traditional publishing sphere would have rejected a fantasy novel with an Asian protagonist and brimming with Asian cultures and references
4. It is my first physical ARC as a(n international) book blogger. This book has gone full circle; it has come home.

It is also remarkable because of its content:

  • The protagonist, Tali, like all women, struggles with everyone's expectations: to be the perfect mother, wife, and queen. She bends but she does not break. She chooses to love, even if loving is what hurts her.
  • It is luscious and vibrant and so vividly written that I could see every line unfolding in front of me
  • It is more than skin-deep. The references to Filipino culture, values, and history are refreshingly real--from a fellow Filipino. You would not recognize them if you weren't a Filipino who has truly lived here and studied history.

This is why I'm so grateful to Shealea (via Caffeine Book Tours) for hosting this tour and allowing me to be a part of it. This book means a lot to me--and while the real review comes at the end--this post is also a celebration of all that The Wolf of Oren-yaro and Ms. Villoso represent.

Because I respect her so so much and it is an honor to be here!


What is The Wolf of Oren-yaro about?

A queen of a divided land must unite her people, even if they hate her, even if it means stopping a ruin that she helped create. A debut epic fantasy from an exciting new voice. 
"I murdered a man and made my husband leave the night before they crowned me."
Born under the crumbling towers of Oren-yaro, Queen Talyien was the shining jewel and legacy of the bloody War of the Wolves that nearly tore her nation apart. Her upcoming marriage to the son of her father's rival heralds peaceful days to come.
But his sudden departure before their reign begins fractures the kingdom beyond repair.
Years later, Talyien receives a message, urging her to attend a meeting across the sea. It's meant to be an effort at reconciliation, but an assassination attempt leaves the queen stranded and desperate to survive in a dangerous land. With no idea who she can trust, she's on her own as she struggles to fight her way home.
The Wolf of Oren-Yaro is an adult high fantasy. However, it's more action-filled than magical. It chronicles Queen Tali's journey to find her husband and return to her throne. There are dragons and magicians and ghosts in dreams but it's mostly a story about a powerless queen who fights to regain her power.


A moodboard for Wolf of Oren-Yaro

Who is K.S. Villoso?

K.S. Villoso was born in a dank hospital on an afternoon in Albay, Philippines, and things have generally been okay since then. After spending most of her childhood in a slum area in Taguig (where she dodged death-defying traffic, ate questionable food, and fell into open-pit sewers more often than one ought to), she and her family immigrated to Vancouver, Canada, where they spent the better part of two decades trying to chase the North American Dream. She is now living amidst the forest and mountains with her family, children, and dogs in Anmore, BC.


Check out her website here.

Why is this book so special?

Please read this brilliant interview with the author on her experiences as a marginalized writer. I have been so strongly inspired by her strength and determination. K.S. Villoso is the definition of "never giving up". And as someone who is also trying to get published in the US, I understand her experiences. In fact, hers are worse, because it's only recently that the Western publishing sphere has been opening up to more diversity.

Listen, this is a world where Rin Chupeco's Filipino fantasy was unsellable and unmarketable for years (here and here), where Reni Amayo was told to "tone down" her book cover with black protagonists for her African fantasy in 2019 (read here), where in 2018, more children's books had animal protagonists than all kids of color, combined (here). And that's not even all of it.

The publishing industry is improving slowly. More professionals of color are also becoming agents, editors, and working in the pub houses. But it's still not perfect. And we still have a long way to go.

But more on that later.

The Wolf of Oren-Yaro is a fun, fast-paced, action-filled, sword and sorcery adult fantasy novel. It just happens to have a Filipino protagonist and a universe inspired by Asian cultures. There's no fetishization, no weird misunderstandings of the culture, no skeevy marketing ploy. It's sincere, fun, and honest in its portrayals. Tali is relatable to anyone, regardless of their culture; she just happens to be Filipino. I'm so glad this casual expression is getting more normalized.

But now that you understand how important she is... let's talk about the book itself. Why is the book so special? Well:
  • The protagonist is called The Bitch Queen. How badass is that??
  • It's full of betrayals and political intrigue. Delicious. Imagine if Game of Thrones had an Asian setting and a female protagonist.
  • There's a thief with a heart of gold. He's my fave, if you can't tell :))
  • Tali has to rely on her wits to manipulate others and survive. Sure, she can wield a sword, but she also learns to maneuver like a piece on the chessboard. 
  • At times, it's also sweet and funny. The universe is quite dark, but the author manages to inject some humor and lightheartedness in some scenes. That made it more fun to read.
What else did I like?

Well, check out these kick-ass first lines:

Hurricans destroy villages and they call it senseless; the winter winds come and they call it cold. What else did they expect from my people, the Oren-yaro, the ambitious savages who created a war that nearly ripped Jin-Sayeng apart? I almost think that if my reign had started without bloodshed and terror, they would have been disappointed.
I did not regret killing the man. He had it coming, and my father had taught me to take action before you second-guess yourself.

Read on for a SPOILER-FREE REVIEW of this novel!


WHAT I LIKED

1. Luscious Asian-inspired worldbuilding

I absolutely felt like I was in Tali's world with her. The worldbuilding in this novel is divine. Expect a dirty city reminiscent of Manila, mouthwatering food descriptions, characters that come alive in your head, and easy to understand geopolitics.

I keep talking about how it's so undeniably, subtly Filipino. You might be wondering why. Well, culture is an iceberg. The obvious things like language and clothing and food are just the tip of it, but the majority is underwater, not easily seen. Values, attitudes, and history make up that underwater majority. It's not easily identifiable unless you're truly aware of it.

Ways that The Wolf of Oren-Yaro reflected the Philippines in a fantasy-setting:

A. Tali's devotion to familial duty. 

I think everyone is aware of how family is so important to Asians. And how families can control our lives. It's normal to live in service of the family, even if it means sacrificing yourself. Tali always puts duty before herself, which is so painful but so noble and real.

B. Tali suffering because of other people's opinions of her.

Saving face is very important in our culture. You can't just be blunt and offensive. Every move must be respectful and calculated, even if you hate someone. As queen, Tali has an even bigger burden of reputation on her shoulders.
They were Oren-yaro, and loyal to me, but people were always watching, always talking. There was nothing I did that wasn't torn apart and re-examined, hidden meanings wedged between my words, the shadows growing taller than the truth.
I liked smiles. In my world, they could mean anything: a hidden joke to a friend, a threat to an enemy. There are songs written about my smiles and what usually comes after them.
He didn't at all understand that people judged him for how he looked. Even worse, he didn't understand that people judged me for how he looked.
C. Hiding poverty behind glamour and glittering walls.

The Philippines is a third-world country where the majority of the population lives under the poverty line. The divide between rich and poor is soaringly high. Sometimes it's just a matter of one wall or one block dividing the ultra-wealthy neighborhoods with skyscrapers and mansions and the ultra-poor shantytowns with no access to clean water.

Tali travels to a city that seems very beautiful and advanced at first, but as she explores the heart of it, she discovers that the high, fortified walls that keep the king in were just hiding the true nature of its citizens. Starving children and beggars. Urine-soaked streets. Sewers and muck. The king who lives lavishly doesn't care about his citizens at all.

And well, yeah, that reflects our corrupt country entirely. But more literally, this has actually happened. Politicians have set up walls to hide the poor from the rich. Check out this article for more information. Imelda Marcos, obscenely lavish wife of dictator Ferdinand Marcos, tried to do that in the 1970s... and it happened again in 2012. Ugh.

This might be a negative reality, but it's a real issue, and I'm so glad Villoso mirrored it in an accurate manner (that was neither insulting nor over-praising)

D. The nature of regional politics.

The warlords don't get concerned about each other. Jinseins worry about their provinces before the nation, and the warlords are only concerned with their cities and their bannermen.
I can't explain all of Philippine history and geopolitics in one book blog post, but basically, this country is a melting pot. Even the concept of Filipino is colonial, since the exact borders of the Philippines were formed by the Spanish and the Americans. Before we were Filipino, we were Tagalogs, Kapampangans, Ilokanos, Bisaya... etc. And while obviously, we have national unity, we have similar cultures and ethnicities, there are still some major differences between each region and province. In fact, some of these people speak different languages entirely. Somebody from the north of the Philippines might not be able to understand someone from the south, assuming they both speak their native non-Tagalog language.

It's normal to meet a fellow Filipino and ask where are you from? They might answer: I'm from Bulacan, I'm from Cebu, my family is from Davao... When you meet someone who's also from the same province as you, who speaks the same language, then it's like coming home. We divide ourselves not just through ethnicity, gender, or social class, but also through home provinces and language. It makes sense, of course, that you feel more connected with your home province than the abstract entirety of a nation.

Moving on, what else I liked:

2. Likable characters

There's a crooked thief with a heart of gold and a queen fighting for her family. Both of them have captured my heart.

3. Non-stop action

I couldn't stop reading because I needed to know what happened next! And I actually enjoyed how, for the most part, we focused more on plot and character development than romance. Well, the romance is an important part of the plot, but it's tackled in a very objective way. Most of the time I need a love story, but I can also appreciate a strong independent woman and the friends she makes along the way.

WHAT I DIDN'T LIKE


1. Most of the male characters are... horrible

I just hated how most of the male characters treated Tali. Although I understand that it's meant to prove a meta point, considering Tali has been underestimated all her life for being a woman AND an Oren-yaro. But still. Ugh. Men. The only two likable male characters were Tali's old advisor and the thief-with-a-heart-of-gold who eventually becomes her friend.

Basically, none of these men deserve her, my queen.

2. Plot twist ending that came out of nowhere

I like plot twists, but I also like them to be believable. I felt that the ending plot twist was a bit too out of left field and didn't have any build up leading up to it... but eh. It was a major holy shit moment, and it made me wonder what Tali would do in Book 2 to save herself and her kingdom. It was a total sequel hook, which I am not always a fan of, considering I prefer standalones. So maybe this is a personal preference.

But despite that...

I rate it 4/5 stars. If you love high fantasy, action-adventure, and women fighting despite their oppression then you will enjoy this novel. If you want a refreshing, nuanced take on an Asian fantasy written by an Asian, then you will enjoy this novel.

It will be released by Orbit Books in February 18, 2020. I can't wait!

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I got this Fall Reads Book Tag from Paperbacks and Planners. Check out her post here!

There is no autumn in my country but I'm still obsessed with the autumn aesthetic, so.

In accordance with the theme, I'm only answering with books I read this fall. Let's go!

1. Crisp Fall Air – A Book That Felt Fresh and New


The summary of this book doesn't do it any justice, because you can't squeeze The Wicker King into a simple box. It's weird, dark, brave, experimental. And several times it shocked me by how far it went. We have two fucked up boys who are codependent and madly in love but can't tell. Jack sees things that aren't real and August sets things on fire to cope with the pain of living. But at least they have each other--even if that means sinking their claws into each other, pulling each other so far that they both almost drown.

Each page is a small chapter, and bits of mixed media are inserted into the book. Letters, mixtapes, detention slips, psychologist's notes. But it's not just the medium that's so creative. It's the story. The darkness. The rawness. K. Ancrum is not afraid to show the deepest, darkest parts of love and pain. There's violence, there's sex, there's mental illness, but there is also resolution.

The only other YA novel I've read that was this unflinchingly real about its darkness is Never Contented Things.

This book broke my heart and then sewed it back together again.

2. Howling Winds – An Ending That Blew You Away


This autumn, I binge read Marissa Meyer's Renegades series and fell head over heels in love. Every book had an ending that felt like a punch to the gut. If you want proof, check out my screaming on Twitter. I could fully imagine the cinematic endings... it was like watching a movie and having the last scene be the ultimate plot twist before it faded to black.

3. Leaf Fight – A Book With Non-stop Action


This wasn't exactly non-stop action, but it was incredibly fast-paced and so fun to read! I devoured it in a day. Our protagonists, Theo and Huck, were alternating between being chased and doing the chasing. They follow the antagonist across Eastern Europe, all the while solving a conspiracy and tracking down Theo's father. I leafed through it quickly! (ba dum tiss) It's also a fantastic standalone, which is so rare nowadays!

4. Comfy Sweaters – A Book That Gave You the Warm and Fuzzy’s


A Question of Holmes is, hands down, the very best series finale I have ever read. This book felt like a warm cup of tea or a favorite sweater. It wrapped up Jamie and Charlotte's storylines, relationship, and internal growth in the sweetest, most comforting way possible. I really liked how this felt like a fanfic. After all the action and plot is over, we discover how our protagonists deal with the emotional aftermath. And while the ending is open ended... I think it's perfect.

Thank you, Brittany Cavallaro. I'm so glad you ended with this book and not the previous one!

5. Bright Colors – A Cover with Either Red, Orange, or Yellow


I am obsessed with Victor Vale and Eli Ever. This is no secret.

6. Pumpkin Spice – Your Most Anticipated Read


My most anticipated read did not disappoint! The Monster of Elendhaven is deeply dark, disturbing, and violent. It's luscious and visceral. And it features two villainous monsters in love. I'm so happy this novella exists <3


What are your fall reads?


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Crier's War by Nina Varela (2019)

*DEEP SIGH*

Let me tell you why Crier's War, an F/F YA sci-fi enemies to lovers novel with protagonists who are real enemies on opposite sides, a novel that I've been hyped for all year... disappointed me.

My rating: 2.5/5 stars


What is Crier's War about?

After the War of Kinds ravaged the kingdom of Rabu, the Automae, designed to be the playthings of royals, usurped their owners’ estates and bent the human race to their will.
Now Ayla, a human servant rising in the ranks at the House of the Sovereign, dreams of avenging her family’s death…by killing the sovereign’s daughter, Lady Crier. 
Crier was Made to be beautiful, flawless, and to carry on her father’s legacy. But that was before her betrothal to the enigmatic Scyre Kinok, before she discovered her father isn’t the benevolent king she once admired, and most importantly, before she met Ayla. 
Now, with growing human unrest across the land, pressures from a foreign queen, and an evil new leader on the rise, Crier and Ayla find there may be only one path to love: war.


On to the review...

WHAT I LIKED

1. THE PROSE

Varela's prose is downright breathtaking. Her vivid descriptions helped this novel come to life. Her lines were pure poetry. I understand why she's acclaimed as a writer. 

(But as I've tweeted before... fluency does not equal a good story. More on that later)

2. THE WORLDBUILDING

The world of Crier's War is vast and epic. We have our Automae, androids who rose against their human masters and eventually enslaved the earth. Then we have our humans who are rebelling to fight back. Crier's War is heavy on the politics of this world and the details of Automae cultures. I really got a full picture of this universe's history, legends, and landscape. It was very fascinating!

WHAT I DIDN'T LIKE

Unfortunately, this is going to be the majority. The cons outweighed the pros in my mind, until I couldn't ignore them anymore. 

1. TELLING, NOT SHOWING.

It's like the author mistook the advice for "tell, don't show". The sheer amount of info dumping in this novel made me want to tear my hair out. Do you know it took FIVE chapters for the real story to begin? We started with four chapters of info dumping. Four. You must realize how insane that is. It was all info that could have been woven organically into the story instead of narratively explained. Reading the first half of this novel was an exercise in frustration.

I want to read a novel, not a Wikipedia article. And frankly, Varela writes like a very verbose Wikipedia writer. Why introduce us to the world through the character's eyes when you can just explain it clinically? Why show how much these characters love each other when you can just tell us repeatedly what emotions they're feeling? I mean, who cares about proper plot progression when you can just write a 100k synopsis, right? /sarcasm

2. INSTALOVE

Ayla and Crier are legitimate enemies. Ayla is a human girl who becomes Crier's maidservant with the intent to kill her. Crier's fiance wants to kill all humans, while her father thinks they're beneath Automae. Ayla starts out hating Crier with every fiber of her being. And I loved that. But it still devolved into painful instalove.

Crier is immediately physically attracted to Ayla. Of course, she doesn't get it, because Automae aren't meant to feel or whatever. And we don't even get to see Ayla falling in love with Crier, because she just keeps rejecting her own feelings until she falls hook line and sinker. They do share some tender bonding moments, but they're so jarring and unexpected for the state of their relationship. Instead of sinking gradually from enemies to friends to lovers, you could tell that the author was basically yelling "look!! I will force them to fall in love!! I will force them to have a romantic night under the stars when they've only talked twice so that they'll get the hots for each other"

And then Crier spends all her time mooning over Ayla, a girl she barely knows, while Ayla goes hot and cold "I hate her" "I want to touch her" "but I hate her, I'm gonna kill her". I loved Ayla's struggles, but Crier's felt like such a large leap that could be bridged with some actual relationship development. Not explained, not told, but SHOWED.



Lastly, I actually deeply enjoyed the last 10% of this book. The plot was very gripping by then, and I couldn't stop reading. But tell me why it took over 300 pages to be engaging? It felt like there was a ridiculous amount of filler just to get to this meaty part.

I think this novel could have benefited from another round of editing. The concept was stellar, and the prose is luscious, but it was such a pain to read. Unfortunately.

Quick categories

Steamy hatefuck scale: 3/5
  • Only Ayla hates Crier. Crier falls in love at first sight with Ayla. So while I'm a fan of Ayla's vicious dreams of chopping Crier's head off, I am not a fan of Crier's instalove. It's actually funny how Crier spends weeks mooning over Ayla's hair, her eyes, her hands, her beauty... while Ayla just thinks about how much she wants to kill Crier and get revenge (no matter how beautiful the android is).
Secret softness scale: 3/5
  • There's a lot of loving descriptions of each other, how much they want to touch, how much unresolved tension there is, and how they need to be cruel to each other but they can't. 
I wanted to know what happened next scale: 2/5
  • I pretty much DNF'ed this book near the end. I'm sorry. I was just so sick of the constant info dumping (WHICH NEVER ENDS) and the instalove and the cliches that could have been good if only there was a different spin to things.

Varela is a gifted poet, I give her that. The Crier's War universe is so interesting and fun to play around in. But luscious prose does not equal a good story. And what is a novel but an unfolding of narrative? Her pretty packaging lacked substance. And this is why I do not recommend reading Crier's War. I personally did not enjoy it, although I'm still glad that I bought it, because I supported a queer book. But otherwise... nah.
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Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly list hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl. Check it out here! 

I've been a bookworm ever since I learned how to read. But thanks to the book blogger community, I've learned to broaden my bookish horizons in just one year. Here are some of the biggest changes in my reading life

1. I started reading and loving YA

Would you believe that I only started enjoying YA in my twenties? Sure, I read The Hunger Games and The Maze Runner in high school, and I loved them, but that was the extent of my YA experience. I tried John Green. Hated his books. For the longest time, I was very snooty about it too (I might write a blog post about this someday).


But then some online friends recced me YA novels (enemies to lovers ones, specifically) and from there... I fell in love. YA got me out of a four year college-induced reading slump. It made me love fantasy. It gave me faith in books again. It gave me badass female protagonists, believable romances, and a new appreciation for other genres. YA got my head out of my ass, and now it's the majority of what I read.

This is the biggest and the best change!

2. I started to enjoy fantasy

For the longest time, Neil Gaiman was the only fantasy writer I could read. Sure, I loved magical realism writers like Haruki Murakami or Jorge Luis Borges, but that's not stereotypical genre fantasy. I couldn't get into the complexities of Tolkien or George R.R. Martin. I was tired of the usual male protagonist goes on a quest, defeats the evil wizard, and gets the girl who's obviously just there as a love interest. 



And then I discovered A Court of Thorns of Roses. I read the entire trilogy in... 2 weeks? Sarah J Maas made me love high fantasy. She made me realize I wanted to read and write high fantasy. Listen, she changed my perspective on an entire genre. It also helped me realize that I prefer romantic fantasy, because the romance is what pulled me into reading ACOTAR in the first place. But now... I can read all the complex high fantasies just fine! I just needed a gateway that reminded me: yes, there is a lot of fantasy out there that is not male-centric, that caters to me, and that is accessible. Sometimes you just need that tiny reminder.

For that, I am so grateful.

3. I can actually finish series now

WARNING: this number will get name drops. But again: it's just my opinion!

I am so bad at finishing book series even if I adored the first book. In a lot of cases, I feel like the continuation is unnecessary (A Curse So Dark and Lonely or Give the Dark My Love), or maybe the plot gets boring (Daughter of Smoke and Bone), or the characters change in a way that I no longer like (Burn for Burn).

I can count the number of book series I've finished in my life before 2019 on one hand:
  • Harry Potter
  • The Maze Runner
  • The Chronicles of Narnia
That's... it. Seriously. But here are the series I finished in 2019:
  • A Court of Thorns and Roses
  • Charlotte Holmes
  • The Song of the Lioness Quartet (aka the Alanna books)
(The Charlotte Holmes series is one of my absolute favorites of all time)

And the ones that I haven't finished yet, but am planning to read the final book soon:
  • Stalking Jack the Ripper (tbh, I am not ready to let go of this series yet. IT'S SO GOOD)
  • The Winternight Trilogy
  • We Hunt the Flame (it's a duology; the final book comes out next year)
(The only reason why I haven't finished this series yet is because I'm not ready to let go of Audrey Rose and Thomas ;___;)

I cannot count how many series I haven't finished (I blame the fact that every SFF book seems to be a series nowadays. Standalones are my true love), but I'm getting better at reading them!

4. I support the publishing industry more

(Image by Erick Zajac)

There are so many ways to get books. Brand new from the bookstore. Secondhand from a used bookstore. E-books on Amazon. And... as an aspiring author, I want to actively and smartly support the publishing industry. It's more painful on my wallet, but money speaks. It's unfair to expect quality and not show your support. Now I:
  • Prioritize buying books brand new from my local brick-and-mortar bookstore. I only buy secondhand if the book is old, obscure, or I already have copies of the author's other books. I want my money to go to the author directly!! And if you can't afford a brand new book, then please use your library if you can. Libraries are also essential to supporting authors!
  • Avoiding Amazon if I can. I only use it to buy e-books and indies. The contemporary publishing landscape is... a far cry from the landscape even ten or twenty years ago. Monopolies are forming. It's scary how much power certain companies have. Barnes & Noble is pretty much the biggest US chain bookstore left standing. Amazon acts like the rules don't apply to them. Very recently, Amazon broke an embargo and sold Margaret Atwood's latest book The Testaments a week early. This affects smaller stores whose shipment hadn't even arrived. And while a smaller store would be punished for doing this, publishers can't afford to punish Amazon. Don't even get me started on Amazon's terrible treatment of employees... and all the other shady things they do.
  • Actively spreading the word about books I like. Now I actively tweet about books and rate them on Goodreads. Because I've got a niche following, I know that my community likes the tropes that I like too. So many of my friends and followers have admitted to picking up books that I recommended on Twitter and it makes me so happy! These authors deserve the love. If you aren't spreading the word about their books... then who else will?

These are the biggest changes in my reading life. How about you? Do we have anything in common? What changes have you noticed about yourself?
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We Hunt the Flame by Hafsah Faizal (2019) 

We Hunt the Flame is a YA Arabian high fantasy written by a Muslim woman. It has a delicious enemies to lovers romance. Rating it a full 5/5 stars! 

What is We Hunt the Flame about?

Zafira is the Hunter, disguising herself as a man when she braves the cursed forest of the Arz to feed her people. Nasir is the Prince of Death, assassinating those foolish enough to defy his autocratic father, the king. If Zafira was exposed as a girl, all of her achievements would be rejected; if Nasir displayed his compassion, his father would punish him in the most brutal of ways.
Both are legends in the kingdom of Arawiya—but neither wants to be.
War is brewing, and the Arz sweeps closer with each passing day, engulfing the land in shadow. When Zafira embarks on a quest to uncover a lost artifact that can restore magic to her suffering world and stop the Arz, Nasir is sent by the king on a similar mission: retrieve the artifact and kill the Hunter. But an ancient evil stirs as their journey unfolds—and the prize they seek may pose a threat greater than either can imagine.

Quick Categories

Steamy hatefuck scale: 5/5 
  • YOU GUYS. THIS BOOK MADE ME SQUEAL SO MANY TIMES I HAD TO PUT IT DOWN JUST TO FLAIL. The romantic tension is SO delicious and SO indulgent. There's a “sparring and ending up on top of each other with my sword against your throat” scene (swoon), an “accidentally walking in on you bathing” scene, and some “I hate you; I shouldn't care for you” monologuing. THIS BOOK GAVE ME LIFE. 

Secret softness scale: 4/5 
  • Nasir is actually a soft grumpy baby and Zafira is an angry baby. That is my favorite dynamic. They eventually warm up to each other by protecting each other and the scene of one of them tending to the other’s wounds is *chefs kiss* PERFECTO. And also very horny. I was shocked at how beautifully horny this YA novel is lol. It's horny in a classy way though. No actual smut... just LOTS of tension and kissing and sensuous feeling. 

I am obsessed scale: 5/5
  • I checked AO3 for fanfic and there was... only one. Or maybe less than three. THAT IS A CRIME. Lmao if the fandom was only bigger then I think I'd migrate into it. That's how much I loved this book.

For fans of Broody Hero X and Ferocious Heroine Y:

Zafira is no-nonsense, family-oriented, but kind of naive. She has a strong sense of justice and doesn't trust easily. She reminds me of both Rachelle (Crimson Bound) and Feyre (A Court of Thorns and Roses). She carries a tremendous responsibility on her shoulders, and refuses to ask for help or burden anyone else with it. Please let her rest.

Nasir is your ultimate broody, tortured dark prince with a tragic backstory. His smiles and laughter must be rarer than the blood moon. But that icy exterior holds a soft heart... and he is remorseful for all the blood spilled by his hands. He reminds me of a more emotionless and less volatile Kylo Ren...  <3

WHAT I LIKED

Honestly? Everything. The characters. The worldbuilding. THE ROMANCE. If you follow me on Twitter then you know I kept screaming about how much I loved this book. It's SO SO GOOD. 

1. The world is so fully realized, vast, and diverse!! It's not a stereotypical Arabian fantasy that seems like it only took influence from Aladdin. I think it's great that it was written by a Middle Eastern woman herself; that really helped. The lands of Arawiya have several countries in them, and each one is different. In fact, Zafira's home country is a land of ice and snow. There's a great magical forest that borders the nations. And of course, there is a sprawling desert. I love how we were introduced to the vast worldbuilding slowly and efficiently; there wasn't unnecessary info dumping here.

2. The pacing starts out slow but I love that, because it’s so rare in YA. The build up is long because it’s complex — it includes character relations, examinations, and worldbuilding in a way that's SHOWING NOT TELLING. Some books should learn. Looking at you, *cough*crier'swar*cough* 

3. The romance SIZZLES. Nasir and Zafira start as REAL ENEMIES. Nasir's mission is to kill Zafira after using her. Zafira knows Nasir is the prince of their enemy country and can't be trusted. But ooooh of course they’re drawn to each other and realize they’re not as bad as they originally seemed.

Nasir is my son, fyi. And Zafira is my daughter in law. I have adopted them as my children, because I want to knock their heads together just to get some sense into their skulls.

4. Friendship is a central theme.

The gang's friendship is just as important as Nasir and Zafira's budding romance! Not to mention Zafira's fantastic female friendship with Yasmine, or Nasir and Altair's bromance/friendship (even if Nasir himself would never admit it). It's always fun to see relationship dynamics and characters who start as strangers but quickly become family thanks to a shared journey.



WHAT I DIDN'T LIKE

1. The prose was a little dense and difficult to get into at the start (especially since I read this during a reading slump), but once the story started rolling it was great! It's honestly so complex and sprawling for a YA fantasy, so it definitely has crossover appeal to Adult fantasy readers!

2. The cliffhanger ending

I don't think this is a spoiler. This series is a duology. I really hate cliffhanger endings on principle, and I felt like the end subplots were stretched a bit too thin and could be tackled in the same book. However, I still adore this series and I am definitely buying the sequel. I want to see how the author will wrap up all the loose ends ;)

In summary, I love this book to bits and keep it close to my heart. I think it's even one of the best books of 2019. And that is why I rate it 5/5 stars. Read it whether or not you're an enemies to lovers fan. If you love YA or fantasy or books with memorable characters & sprawling words & a heartsoaring romance... then We Hunt the Flame is for you.

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Perfect World by Shari Sakura (2015) 

Perfect World is an adult sci-fi novel with an m/m enemies to lovers (superhero and supervillain) romance.

If you follow me on Twitter, then you know I'm a huge fan of Vicious, as well as an Evervale shipper. So when I got this review request, I was over the moon! Superhero novels are quite rare in the traditional publishing space, so this was a pleasant surprise.

My rating: 3.5/5 stars

Here's the summary from Goodreads:
It is the year 2115 and the world is very different. With climate changes, natural disasters and war shaping the landscape, England has become a nation made up of several super cities and wasteland in between.
Eric Rawlins is a genetically engineered superhero created by the London Security Agency (L.S.A) to defend and protect the city against both national and international threats. With his superior abilities, celebrity status and beautiful girlfriend, Eric appears to have the perfect life. However, it is an illusion created by the L.S.A in order to control him.
Eric's nemesis is the charismatic Adam Larimore. The only son of billionaire business tycoon Victor Larimore, Adam is gifted with a genius level IQ as well as the same longevity as Eric.
When the actions of the L.S.A throw the two of them together Eric finds himself questioning everything that he has ever known as well as discovering the true course of events that led to Adam turning to a life of crime. As they become closer Eric realises that the L.S.A may be the real threat to London. But can he trust Adam or is he part of Adam’s plan for revenge against those who have wronged him?

WHAT I LIKED

1. The characters

At a first glance, the characters seem simple. Eric, our protagonist, is a kind superhero who believes in justice and equality. Adam, our villain, is an evil genius who hides a vulnerable side. But they started to grow on me as I read on. Eric seems kind of dumb but... he's so precious. I usually prefer antiheroes so I was surprised that I adored this genuinely good guy. PURE BOY.

Also lmao Adam dresses like a 2000s emo kid and that's just the funniest thing ever, imagining a super genius supervillain who looks like a teenager who posted emo song lyrics on Myspace.

2. The latter half of the romance

I wasn't fond of the build-up to the romance but once it started going... it was very sweet! Not sure if this counts as a spoiler but... Adam learns how to be selfless to prove that he loves Eric. Sobs. Villain redemption is my weakness.

WHAT I DIDN'T LIKE


1. Info dumping

This is a problem with most SFF novels, and I don't like it. There was a lot of narrative info-dumping that I felt could have been showed, not told. Eh.

2. Build up to the romance

See, the author pitched this as an enemies to lovers romance, so I was already fully expecting the romance. And yet it caught me off guard. I was like, "why is this happening already??" I expected a little more build up. You know... sharing feelings and backstories and "you're not alone" "neither are you" "nobody knows me" "but I do" before the smooching. They do end up connecting on a deeper level, don't worry, but the physical attraction got there first. So it's just a personal preference, I suppose.

3. Sparse prose

I'm the type of reader that prefers lush descriptions and vivid prose. Unfortunately, I felt like the author's writing style was too blunt for my taste. There were also some small grammatical errors. Despite that, it was an easy read and I finished it in two days. And by the end... I already wanted more and got the sequel :))

Quick categories

Steamy hatefuck scale: 3/5

  • Even when Eric hates Adam... he's still super nice, so we don't have enough steaminess HAHHA

Secret softness scale: 4/5
  • They start with the physicality but move onto emotional connection, which is very sweet. Once Adam reveals his true self and Eric realizes he isn't so bad, they have a lot of kilig-worthy moments. There was also a really surprising scene where they get into a tub together... which made me ??? confused af because they weren't that close yet... but squee.

Holy shit plot twist scale: 5/5
  • I was legitimately not expecting the ending plot twist hahah it wasn't even that wild but it definitely made me appreciate the novel more. The romance plays with your expectations and I fell right into the trap... Happily.

For fans of...

This novel is for every single person who shipped a hero and a villain and had to read some fanfic because their ship didn't become canon. This is for US. FOR YOU.

[You can purchase this book here]
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